i keep having dreams about my fingers splitting down the middle rushing blood down my hands onto my wrist the one wrist with the tattoo of you. i painted a picture of my bloody hand hoping the dreams would stop and they stopped or so i thought last night i got into a car crash and i thought i died but when i realized i wasnt dead laying in a puddle of blood pouring from my neck i looked down and my hand was missing 3 fingers and rushing blood down my wrist the one wrist with the tattoo of you.
i woke up this morning wondering why? seeing as how we're giving it another try before i thought the blood on my hands was the pain of being without you the pain from everything that was you but if we're doing this again.. why am i still bleeding?
i'm jst a simple boy , cn be friendly at times, you can either hate me or love me.. you are welcome with open arms to be loved OR hated.. so what are you?..
+ The One And Only +
please dun fight with me ,, i'm still bleeding in the inside, smiling in the outside.. i duno why but i jx cant smile infront of you .. thinking wen my hopes,lives and dreams and life would end, cnt stand the hurt ..