to dat bro of mine, u shuld noe hu u are, i'm soo very sorry if i had done you any wrong.. i din lied to you i swear... why are you ignoring and avoiding me? why is dis happening wen i'm trying to get a hold of my time? i'm catching it to get well... bro if ure reading dis post, ILYSVM AND IMYSVM!!! ur b'dae present is still wif me... i kept it from ur actual b'dae till now... i'll give you if we get the chance to mit... hope we can be back togeda bro...seriously, i'm really sorry and very sincerely from the bottom of my broken heart.. cnt tok much now..

to maha, jasmine, qian yi and yvonne.. hope "the anti-social group" stuck to the end... forever anti-social... had fun wif yall at the shop rmbr.. wee~to readers... sori if my post very short... running out of time.. and not feeling suuper well... bye.. and to the people out there.. plz stop talking bad bout maha's body size or smell.. how wuld you feel if ure in her position... i fren everyone and you cnt stop me from it.. if you're nt being frens wif me coz of dat.. to bad, i lost ntg.. you did, ur frenship wif me... coz if you do dat, ure considered and idiot.. or maybe a moron.. geddid? to bad... hope to see your eye sore seeing maha being happy, ure jst jealous...

Labels: why am i still bleeding?

Blogged @ 3:59 AM

Labels: I gotta check into REHAB, It's like I checked into REHAB

Blogged @ 3:54 AM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Saturday, March 21, 2009

I wouldn't be updating until fridae ...

Riezam

Labels: I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE .

Blogged @ 10:25 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Autumn breeze frigidly touches ailing dreadful lives
Harshly darkness quietly surrounds the broken souls
Mellow serenades that once played between hearts
Pathetically have transformed into bitter sad songs

Somewhere beyond the flossy clouds
Cupid has lost his romancing arrows
Plays sad sonorous tunes on his bow
Dedicated to all weepy lonely hearts

Howling chilly wind blows through the mist
Sounds of sorrow spread allover the place
Fuzzy humid air submerges the inner lust
Lives decay slowly as the autumn leaves fall...

Riezam..

Labels: i'm feeling insomnia

Blogged @ 8:38 PM

Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off s(rewing her
My life is standing still

You tell me that you love me
When I go to leave
You tell me I'm your only one
And I let myself believe

I know that you are using me
But you'll never let me go
I know that you don't love me
I know I'm just for show

I don't know If I can stand
To see you love another girl
You know that you broke my heart
You know that your my world

But while your standing by my side
I'll believe your lies forever
Cause everything seems so perfect
When we are together

Labels: i'm feeling insomnia

Blogged @ 8:32 PM

I am bored with love
and it's passionless limbs
that drape over my bed
in a lethargic state of impotence
while wearing the same red heart
my soul picked up hitchhiking
off highway serendipity
Now here we are
alone in togetherness
trying to build dreams
with two by fours and glue,
but even a home
won't tie us together
when our hearts live alone
Poetic vows cliched
into nothingness
like all words do, eventually
and we allowed
our bodies to become
another pair of hollow shadows
that make love to a wall
instead of each other
and we wonder why
the roses are dying..

Riezam..

Labels: i'm feeling insomnia

Blogged @ 8:25 PM

Loves memory has traced our outline in this place.
But will the spider remember, or the sun?
Did the water capture our faces in permanence?
Does the wind create us anew as it blows?
Did the shadows from the trees record our passage beneath them?
Our secret been revealed.
Yet I have told no other.
I write these words in silence, in mute testimony
To what once was.
But our image remains alive in this place.
It can not be removed.
You, me, We then,Were here.
We saw the day and hoped for tomorrow.
We caught a brief glimpse of love's promise.
We were not liars,
But thieves of time.
For now time has now forgotten us,
Yet our memory lingers,
and love remembers
This place that was ours.
Riezam...

Labels: HATE YOU FIDA(:

Blogged @ 8:24 PM

two shots of hate from a mouth as loud as a gun,like an assasin ... who does it for fun.
two deafening blows in a war that has just begun,life gone away...i'm done.
two red roses sitting on my coffin, the wind blows, leaving only onethe world i know disappears...like the setting sun.

Blogged @ 8:23 PM

Labels: HATE YOU FIDA(:

Blogged @ 7:01 AM

todae.. hmm.. woke up early, and exercised a bit.. jog around the house.. nid to get fit again.. din touch a single bit of food in the house till now.. my rule is too eat between 1pm-7.30 only.. my current weight is 45kg.. nid to be 40kg niiao.. ok.. next.. bathed, dhen pick my clothes, went treasure hunt in my closet.. full of clothes.. then found wad i wanted to wear.. as usual, checkered polo and straight jeans and high-cutted sneaks.. too much info.. dots.. and set my hair.. cut my fringe.. (sempat) and done.. wore my sneaks.. i swear its uncomfy and i got blisters till now... bt wad i care most is looking good.. no pain no gain.. yea.. then meedup with my cuzzie.. correction, best couzzie/bestie, adriana and went to cp togeda... and meedup kak siti.. me and adriana was lyk laughing soo loudly coz kak siti wore the tudong lyk my grandma.. waiit hold a sec.. my grandma is also adriana's grandma.. hahahah.. dhen went tu mac.. bought stuffs to otw eating.. then wok to punggol park till me and adriana's leg gortt full of blisters.. then reached alr.. went to the end of the pond.. and sat take pic sumer uh with adriana .. i'll post all the pic in the next post.. hahhs.. i swear its romantic, soo to the people out thr dun be jealous... hahaha.. dhen went to cp back ate and did project thr... had funn bla3.. dhen went to adriana hse to pick her sis up to go my house.. and went my house with their hamsters.. then i donate one of my baby hammies to them coz i gortt 36 plus.. amazing ryyte.. hahhs.. they took browniie.. hahhs... take gud care of them you two and you adriana and denise you owe me one snow hammy... hahhs... lawl.. lallalla.. DHEN WENT TU CHECK UP... NO NIDA NOE.. NO NID TO BE DETAILED...

to dat FIDA, i dare to sae ur name out louud, jgn step besaw uh, kau dahh sec 4, bey kecot.. kitew gado nark bilang MARCUS and NAMIRA.. kecot pey?! bey KAK AMNI kolled you tak angkat.. i noe everything uh gal.. and one more thing.. you ey, tsk3 ske bilang me last tym nak jadi MINAH REP.. lyk so? tsk!!! jgn FANATIC uh pat sini.. bbl WORLD jewq. and btol uh aper kak ros ckp.. and FIDA jst dun use KAK SITI around.. rmbe YOU TOLD MEH YOU HATE SITI HADIJAH COZ SHE STOLE ADRIANA FRM YOU AND YOU HATED FIRA COZ U SAID SHE HAD NO ORI.. WELL.. GAL FIDA, LOOK AT URSELF IN THE MIRROR UH SEYY!!! NAK GADO? TAK PUAS ATEY? GO AROUNG TELLING PEOPLE UH!!! U JST CNT STOP HATING PEOPLE LA KANS.. TOO BAD.. GET A LIFE.. I AIN'T WANNA BE A DOG FOR YOU.. IF I HEAR U TREAT KAK SITI LIKE A DOG, DHEN TAKE CARE.. NAK JADEY MINAH REP PER?! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET A LIFE...

to firzanah.. sori.. jst ain't wanna waste my breathe.. tata...

lalala.. c the pics ayte (:

riezam(:

Labels: HATE YOU FIDA(:

Blogged @ 6:28 AM

Monday, March 16, 2009

Monday, March 16, 2009

Mission oneI'ma put this onWhen he see me in the dress I'ma get me some (hey)Mission twoGotta make that callTell him get the bottles poppin' when they play my song (hey)Mission threeGot my three best friendsLike we do it all the time we gone do it again (hey)Mission fourGot the vintage RollsDrop a couple hundreds tell him leave it at the door

I ain't worried doing me tonightA little sweat ain't never hurt nobodyWhile ya'll standin' on the wallI'm the one tonightGetting bodied, getting bodied, getting bodied, getting bodiedWant my bodyWon't you get me bodiedYou want my bodyWon't you get me bodied (hey)

Can you get me bodiedI wanna be myself tonightCan you get me bodiedI wanna be myself tonightWon't you sing my bodyI want to let it out tonightWanna party, wanna dance, wanna be myself tonight, me bodied

Mission fiveSkip to the front of the lineLet me fix my hair up 'fore I go inside (hey)Mission sixGotta check these chicks'Cause you know they gone block when I take these flicks (hey)Mission sevenGotta make my roundsGiven eyes to the guys now I think I found him (hey)Mission eightNow we conversateAnd we can skip small talk let's get right to the chase (hey)

I ain't worried doing me tonightA little sweat ain't never hurt nobodyWhile ya'll standin' on the wallI'm the one tonightGetting bodied, getting bodied, getting bodied, getting bodiedWant my bodyWon't you get me bodiedYou want my bodyWon't you get me bodied (hey)You should see my bodyI gotta know enough to know if you can get me bodiedI'm kinda tight, I'm feeling right enough to see somebodyI wanna let it off tonightWanna dance, wanna party wanna be myself tonight

Can you get me bodiedI wanna be myself tonightCan you get me bodiedI wanna be myself tonightWon't you sing my bodyI want to let it out tonightWanna party, wanna dance, wanna be myself tonight, me bodiedBaby all I want is to let it goAin't no worries, ohWe can dance all nightGet me bodiedThat means come closer to meWhile we grind to the beatAnd your body's touching my bodyAll I need is to let it beAin't no worry, noBoy dance with meFeel my bodyDon't stop just come closer to meWhile we grind to the beatWith your body touching my bodyGet somebodyAin't no shame 'cause I gotta get mineI swing my hair, kick off my shoesCome her boy let me work on you

I ain't worried doing me tonightA little sweat ain't never hurt nobodyWhile ya'll standin' on the wallI'm the one tonightGetting bodied, getting bodied, getting bodied, getting bodiedWant my bodyWon't you get me bodiedYou want my bodyWon't you get me bodied (hey)

Can you get me bodiedI wanna be myself tonightCan you get me bodiedI wanna be myself tonightWon't you sing my bodyI want to let it out tonightWanna party, wanna dance, wanna be myself tonight, me bodied

Labels: please don't leave me

Blogged @ 7:26 PM

Do you know if I can yell any louderHow many time have I kicked you outta here?Or said something insulting?da da da da-daI can be so mean when I wanna beI am capable of really anythingI can cut you into piecesBut my heart is....brokenDa da da-da daPlease don't leave mePlease don't leave meI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meHow did I become so obnoxious?What is it with you that makes me act like this?I've never been this nastyCan't you tell that this is all just a contest?The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardestBut baby I don't mean itI mean it, I promiseDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daPlease don't leave meDa da da-da daI always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meI forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to meI can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bagAnd I need you, I'm sorry.Da da da da, da da da dada da da da-da daPlease, please don't leave meBaby please don't leave meNo, don't leave mePlease don't leave me no no noYou say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,It's gonna come right back to this.Please, don't leave me.No.No, don't leave mePlease don't leave me, oh no no no.I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease don't leave mePlease don't leave me

Labels: please don't leave me

Blogged @ 7:24 PM

When I stand in a crowded roomI feel alone like nobody's thereAnd when u talk so cold to meI can see your breath in the airIt's taking it's toll on meIn the bathroom taking showersSo u don't see me cryBaby it's such a crime

I've tried to feel confidentI'm bitter, you're not making senseI missed you till you almost tookMy sanity, I'm starting a new verse

Like poetryHiding behind the words you speakChanging the words of the storyYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meI'm fightingYou're hiding behind the wordsYou're speakingChanging the wordsI'm lost in the verseYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meWhy are you hiding?

When I give you gratitudeYou act like you don't hear me speakAnd when I tell you what you do to meYou don't even hear the truthWhat are you trying to prove?I stare out the window for hoursCause you won't listen to meYou won't even look in my eyes

I've tried to feel confidentI'm bitter, you're not making senseI missed you till you almost tookMy sanity, I'm starting a new verse

Like poetryHiding behind the words you speakChanging the words of the storyYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meI'm fightingYou're hiding behind the wordsYou're speakingChanging the wordsI'm lost in the verseYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meWhy are you hiding?

Don't believe what you're sayingI read your face and I'm blankingCause I don't know what's in front of my eyesI try to feel confident

I've tried to feel confidentI'm bitter, you're not making senseI missed you till you almost tookMy sanity

I'm starting a new verse like

Like poetryHiding behind the words you speakChanging the words of the storyYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meI'm fightingYou're like poetryHiding behind the words you speakChanging the words of the storyYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meI'm fightingYou're like poetryHiding behind the words you speakChanging the words of the storyYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meI'm fighting

You're hiding behind the wordsYou're speakingChanging the wordsI'm lost in the verseYou say you don't love meThen say that you love meWhy are you hiding?

Labels: why am i still bleeding?, You're like poetry

Blogged @ 7:20 PM

Riezam: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Adriana: I think so... All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Riezam: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Adriana: I know! We'll play a game.
Riezam: What game?
Adriana: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Riezam: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for thefollowing weeks..
DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic...
Riezam & Adriana had their quality time together.
DAY 12:
Riezam invited Adriana to a circus and they went to a Horror House..
Adriana was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..
DAY 14:
They saw denise down the road and asked for their future.
Denise said:
'My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily.
Then tears flow from the Denise eyes.
DAY 20:
Adriana invited Riezam to go to the hill and they saw a meteor...
Adriana mumbled something.
DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road,Adriana gave her first kiss to Riezam by accident.
DAY 29:11:37 pm
Riezam & Adriana were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game..
Riezam: I'm tired Adriana... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road.
Adriana: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Riezam: Wait for me...20 minutes later... a stranger approached Adriana.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Riezam?
Adriana: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Riezam & he is critical in the hospital.
11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Adriana.
Doctor: We found this in Riezam's pocket.
Adriana read the letter which says:
Adriana, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of mylife.
I love you, Adriana ...
Adriana crumples the paper & shouted..
'Riezam! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor?
I mumbled something..
Iwished that we would be together forever & never end this game.
Please don't leave me, Riezam... I love you, you cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12
Riezam's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...
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Blogged @ 5:48 AM

well, todae was funn tokked to fira and denise, both my cousins.. hahhs

dhen surfed the net while thought of the person owaes, thinking wad'll the person say to me wen we mit..

nvm.. the found this vids.. frm my fav band.. check it ouut ameegos.. oh yea the band name is Danity Kane (DK)!!! hahhs..

1st) http://www.music.com/video/1701297603/Danity%20Kane

2nd) http://www.music.com/video/1482339306/Danity%20Kane

3rd) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GsD3LFqICYo&fmt=18

(sorrie the official music vid is removed due to copywrites)

4th) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1KY3pINpJHY

5th) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ms4-HG5nQHE&feature=PlayList&p=4817B392E5B4FEAC&index=18

done!!! check it ouut yea!!

Riezam(:

Blogged @ 2:37 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Sunday, March 15, 2009

The first tym i met you ,,

i'm afraid to talk to you ,,

the first tym i talk to you ,,

i'm afraid to hold you ,,

the first tym i hold you ,,

i'm afraid to love you ,,

the first tym i love you ,,

i'm afraid to lose you ..

____________________________________________

R = random

I = intelligent

E = enterprise

Z = zealous

A = adaptibilty

M = marvellous

+

A = adventurous

D = dilligent

R = random hyper

I = i love you

A = aknowledgement

N = nonsentical

A = a future of starlight

______________________________________

and now the road seem empty without you ,,

with your appearance around ,

my life seem more colorfull ..

you color my heart with blood but when you are gone ,,

the blood spalttered ..

you are my strength ..

bcx of you i continued my livin ..

thx fer the memories ..

thx fer the happiness that you make it full in my life ..

thx uhh fer everyth ..

credits by : adriana

assistance : denise

fer sumone cute and emo : riezam ..

Blogged @ 11:02 PM

The road seemed too long but we took the journey anyway,
Moving too fast but we didn't want to hit the breaks,
We're movin, movin on a train
Goin, goin miles away
But im holding on?
Saying goodbye to yesterday

Labels: why am i still bleeding?

Blogged @ 9:39 PM

I'm a train wreck in the morning
I'm a bitch in the afternoon
Every now and then without warning
I can be really mean towards you
I'm a puzzle yes in deed
Ever complex in every way
And all the pieces aren't even in the box
And yet, you see the picture clear as day.

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
And that's why I love you [3x]

I neglect you when I'm working
When I need attention I tend to nag
I'm a host of imperfection
And you see past all that
I'm a peasant by some standards
But in your eyes I'm a queen
You see potential in all my flaws
and that's exactly what I mean.

I don't know why you love me
And that's why I love you
You catch me when I fall
Accept me flaws and all
and that's why I love you..

riezam

Blogged @ 7:36 PM

plz dun leave me..
if you're mad at me, plz i'm really2 sorri..
i'll do anithing, jst anithing for you, bt plz dun ever leave me...
most of the people i love are leaving me..
i beg of you plz...

Riezam

Labels: broken-hearted boy, scared of lonely

Blogged @ 7:16 PM

as usual surfed the net... felt emo..
and found this video.. check it out.. the song is gurreat, the vid is marvellous..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTBCjRBieeY&feature=related

Blogged @ 5:57 AM

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us underit's got a hold and really making me wonderwhat it takes to get throughI gotta stick with you, my babyBaby tell me:Maybe I'm foolishly overreactingBut being without you I can't imagineIt's just to close to the heart andAnd I won't stand it if were broken apart

Do you hear me?Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win togetherDon't you throw in the towelI'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back nowWhen the chips are downIt seems like it's so hard for you to move aheadJust know that I am by your sideThere aint no ifs, buts, or maybes,I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwardsIt's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of thisLet's take it back to three years agoWhen you said that we could make it through whatever, everAnd to me it sounded like you meant forever, everLeaving was not an option, baby, never, neverNow don't you believe in a love that's worth a fightIn you is everything that I'm missingSo give us a chance

Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...We been on top for too long just to let it go underI don't wanna hear thatI just can't hear thatand knowWherever you wanna take meI'll goI been with you for too long to start over with anotherI know that you hear meJust tell me you hear me..

Blogged @ 5:32 AM

Friday, March 13, 2009

Friday, March 13, 2009

i keep having dreams about my fingers splitting down the middle
rushing blood down my hands onto my wrist
the one wrist
with the tattoo
of you.
i painted a picture of my bloody hand
hoping the dreams would stop
and they stopped
or so i thought
last night
i got into a car crash
and i thought i died
but when i realized i wasnt dead
laying in a puddle of blood
pouring from my neck
i looked down
and my hand
was missing 3 fingers
and rushing blood
down my wrist
the one wrist
with the tattoo
of you.

i woke up this morning
wondering why?
seeing as how we're giving it another try
before i thought the blood on my hands
was the pain of being without you
the pain from everything that was you
but if we're doing this again..
why am i still bleeding?

Labels: why am i still bleeding?

Blogged @ 7:18 PM

I got (I got) shivers (shivers),When you touch that way,I'll make you hot,Get what you got,I'll make you wanna say (Jai Ho)I got (I got) fever (fever),Running like a fire,For you I will go all the way,I wanna take you higher (Jai Ho)I keep it steady uh-steady,That's how I do it.This beat is heavy, so heavy,You gonna feel it.You are the reason that I breathe,You are the reason that I still believe,You are my destiny,Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oh!No there is nothing that can stop us,Nothing can ever come between us,So come and dance with me,Jai Ho! (oohh)Catch me, catch me, catch me, c'mon, catch me,I want you now,I know you can save me, you can save me,I need you now.I am yours forever, yes, forever,I will follow,Anywhere in anyway,Never gonna let go.Escape (escape) away (away),I'll take you to a place,This fantasy of you and me,I'll never lose my chance. (Jai Ho)YeaahhhhI can (I can) feel you (feel you),Rushing through my veins,There's an ocean in my heart,I will never be the same. (Jai Ho)Just keep it burnin', yeah baby,Just keep it comin',You're gonna find out baby,I'm one in a million.You are the reason that I breathe,You are the reason that I still believe,You are my destiny,Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oh!No there is nothing that can stop us,Nothing can ever come between us,So come and dance with me,Jai Ho! (oohh)Catch me, catch me, catch me, c'mon, catch me,I want you now,I know you can save me, you can save me,I need you now.I am yours forever, yes, forever,I will follow,Anywhere in anyway,Never gonna let go.I need you,Gonna make it,I'm ready,So take it!You are the reason that I breathe,You are the reason that I still believe,You are my destiny,Jai Oh! Oh-oh-oh-oh!No there is nothing that can stop us,Nothing can ever come between us,So come and dance with me,Jai Ho! (oohh)Jai Ho!Baila baila!Jai Ho!

Blogged @ 5:50 AM

A la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ellaMi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea

Al la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ellaMi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea

Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora Calla mientras la cuna se balansea Al la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ellaMi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea Fuentecita que corre clara y sonora Ruisenor que en la selva cantando llora Calla mientras la cuna se balansea

Al la nanita nana nanita ella nanita ellaMi nina tiene sueno bendito sea, bendito sea

Blogged @ 5:41 AM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Thursday, March 12, 2009

you're everything i thought you never were and nothing like i thought you could have been But still you lived inside of meSo tell me how is that

You're the only one I wish I could forgetThe only one I loved and not forgiveAnd though you've break my heartYou're the only one

And though there are times when I hate youCause I can't erase the times that you hurt meAnd put tears on my faceAnd even now I hate you its pains me to sayI know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you babeI don't want a broken heartDon't wanna to take breath without you babeI don't want to play that partI know that I love you but let me just sayI don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no noI don't want a broken heart I don't want to play the broken-hearted boy..

There's something that I feel I need to sayBut up 'til now I've always been afraidThat you would never come aroundAnd still I wanna put this outYou say you got the most respect for meBut sometimes I feel your not deserving of meAnd still you're in my heartBut you're the only one

And yes there are times when I hate youBut I don't complainCause I've been afraid that you would walk awayOh but now I don't hate you I'm happy to sayThat I will be there at the end of the day

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, oohI'm living in a world that's all about you and me, mmm yeahI ain't got to be afraid, my broken heart is freeTo spread my wings and fly away, away with you,

I don't wanna be without my babyI don't want a broken heartDon't wanna to take breath without my babyI don't want to play that partI know that I love you but let me just sayI don't wanna love you in no kinder way, no noI don't want a broken heartI don't want to play the broken-hearted boy..

RiRi

Blogged @ 5:29 AM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

I'm in this fight, and I'm swinging And my arms are getting tired I'm trying to be this emptiness but I'm running out of time I'm sinking in the sand , And I can't barely stand I'm lost in this dream , I need you to hold me I'm scared of lonely I try to be patient, but I'm hurting deep inside And I can't keep waiting, I need comfort late at night And I can't find my way, won't you lead me home Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me I'm scared of lonely

And I'm scared of be the only Shadow I see along a wall And I'm scared of only heart beat I hear a beating is my own And I'm scared of been alone I can't see the breath when I am lost In this dream, I need you to hold me I'm scared of lonely I cry at night, 'cause my baby's too far, to be by my side To wipe away these tears of mine, so I hold my pillow tight To imagine you, I'll stretch your hand looking for mine I'm lost in this dream , I need you to hold me I'm scared of lonely

I need your break when nobody is around Cause I'm tired of this emptiness I think I'm drowing I can't be lonely Cause I'm lost in this dream, I need you to hold me I'm scared of lonely

RiRi

Blogged @ 6:38 AM

Monday, March 9, 2009

Monday, March 9, 2009

people sae it's a long tym i nvr update this dang thang... todae i updated 4 tiimes... and urm

fri is sports dae and

ALOYSIOUS B"DAE!!!!

sorreyh no m0od to write alr.. i'm tired... jst feel lyk dying seriously...

Blogged @ 6:54 AM

Blogged @ 6:54 AM

Shawty what yo name is...Them hustlers keep on talkingThey like the way I'm walkinYour sayin that you want meSo press record I'll let you film meOn ya video phoneMake a cameoTape me on your video phoneI can handle youWatch me on your video phoneOn your video videoIf you want me you can watch on your video phoneI like how you approach meFresh white with your pants hanging grown man lowEverything you sayin soundin good to meNo need to convince me anymoreSwag up its right one blade its tightand i smell your cologne in the airbaby your doing something rightyou just cancelled every other man hereyou say you like my bag and the color of my nailsyou can see that i got it goin oni wanna make sure you remember meso imma leave my number on your video phonei got no time for frontini know just what I'm wantinif its gonna be you and mewhen i call they better see me on ya video screenThem hustlers keep on talkinThey like the way I'm walkinYour sayin that you want meSo press record I'll let you film meOn ya video phoneMake a cameoTape me on your video phoneI can handle youWatch me on your video phoneOn your video videoIf you want me you can watch on your video phoneYou a cutieYou should let me put you in my moviesThen shoot into a star of your own hit songWe can shoot the video right here on my cell phoneNever seen a smile so prettyI need to know I'll always have it with meSo take your picture on my video phoneYou can pick your own songAnd you can be the only oneI know you like thatTurn you into a starI got it like thatBaby dont fight itCuz when i miss your callI hit you right backOn my video phoneThem hustlers keep on talkinThey like the way I'm walkinYour sayin that you want meSo press record I'll let you film meOn ya video phoneMake a cameoTape me on your video phoneI can handle youWatch me on your video phoneOn your video videoIf you want me you can watch on your video phoneYou know them G's they be hollerinSpecially them hot onesBrooklyn, Atlanta, Houston to New OrleansWhen they see meThey be like "yo B let me call you"You breakin my focusBoy You cute and you ballinYou like it when i shake itShawty on a missionwhat yo name is?what? You want me naked?if you likin this positionyou can tape iton ya video phoneHustlers keep on talkinyou like the way its poppinyou sayin that you want mepress record i'll let you film meOn ya video phoneMake a cameoTape me on your video phoneI can handle youWatch me on your video phoneOn your video videoIf you want me you can watch on your video phone

Blogged @ 6:51 AM

I be on the hotlineLike errdayMaking sure the DJ know what I want him to playYou know I got my top back and my beat loudRockin my stunnin shades and turnin up my radioTurn up my radioI think Im in love with my radioCause it never lets me goAnd I fall in love with my stereoWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundIm the only one that ever aloud to hang out in my roomWith the door closed, we be aloneAnd mama never freaked out when she heard it go BoomCause she knew we were in the zoneHold him in my arms and look out in the windowUnder the moonlightAnd hed be keeping me calmSo I never let him goHes got a place in my heartI think Im in love with my radioCause it never lets me goAnd I fall in love with my stereo, with my stereoWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundWhen I get into my car I turn it upThen I hear vibrations all up in my trunkAnd the base will all be rattling through seatsAnd a crazy feeling starts happeningI get butterflies when I hear the DJPlaying the stuff I likeAnd I fall deeper in love for every song he playsHes got a place in my heartI think Im in love with my radioCause it never lets me goAnd I fall in love with my stereo, with my stereoWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundI be on the hotlineLike errdayMakin sure the DJ know what I want him to playYou know I got my top back and my beat loudRockin my stunnin shades and turnin up my radioTurn up my radioI think Im in love with my radioCause it never lets me goAnd I fall in love with my stereo, with my stereoWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this soundOh, oh, oh, oh, ohWhenever I hear this sound

Blogged @ 6:49 AM

Friday, March 6, 2009

Friday, March 6, 2009

With you is where I'd rather be

But we're stuck where we are

It's so hard,

you're so far

This long distance is killing me I wish that you were here with me

But we're stuck where we are

It's so hard

you're so far

Can you hear me crying?

Can you hear me crying?

Can you hear me crying?

argh!!!!!!!!

Blogged @ 6:16 AM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Thursday, March 5, 2009

so sad, emo this daes.. no mood to be happie..

There's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the timeAnd I'm running out of things to do to get you off my mind, oh All I have is this picture in a frame That I hold close to see your face everyday With you is where I'd rather beBut we're stuck where we areIt's so hard, you're so farThis long distance is killing meI wish that you were here with meBut we're stuck where we areIt's so hard, you're so farThis long distance is killing me.It's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we areYou're so far, this long distance is killing meIt's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we areYou're so far, yhis long distance is killing meNow the minutes feel like hoursand the hours feel like days While I'm away You know right now I can't be home But I'm coming home soon Coming home soon.. All I have is this picture in a frame That I hold close to see your face everyday.With you is where I'd rather be But we're stuck where we are It's so hard , you're so far This long distance is killing meI wish that you were here with me But we're stuck where we are It's so hard , you're so far Can you hear me crying?Ohh Can you hear me crying? Ohh Can you hear me crying? With you is where I'd rather be so farThis long distance is killing meI wish that you are here with me Stuck where we are, so hard, so farThis long distance is killing meIt's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we areYou're so far, this long distance is killing meIt's so hard, it's so hard, where we are, where we areYou're so far, this long distance is killing meThere's only so many songs that I can sing to pass the time...

Blogged @ 5:40 AM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.Oh. woahDo what you want, but you're never gonna break me.Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.No. woahI got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.Oh. woahWish that you could, but you ain't gonna own me.Do anything you can to control me.Oh, no.Take me away: A secret place.A sweet escape: Take me away.Take me away to better days.Take me away: A hiding place.I got a pocket, got a pocketful of sunshine.I got a love, and I know that it's all mine.Oh. woahDo what you want, but you're never gonna break me.Sticks and stones are never gonna shake me.No. woahTake me away: A secret place.A sweet escape: Take me away.Take me away to better days.Take me away: A hiding place.There's a place that I go,But nobody knows.Where the rivers flow,And I call it home.And there's no more lies.In the darkness, there's this light.And nobody cries.There's only butterflies.Take me away: A secret place.A sweet escape: Take me away.Take me away to better days.Take me away: A hiding place.Take me away: A secret place.A sweet escape: Take me away.Take me away to better days.Take me away: A hiding place.Take me away: A secret place.To better days take me away.Take me away to better days.Take me away: A hiding place.The sun is on my side.Take me for a ride.I smile up to the sky.I know I'll be all right.The sun is on my side.Take me for a ride.I smile up to the sky.I know I'll be all right.

Blogged @ 6:17 AM

Monday, March 2, 2009

Monday, March 2, 2009

When you feel your heart's guarded And you see the break started When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me

When your life is going too fast Off the train tracks I can slow it down Just when you think you bout to turn back Scared you might crash I'll be around

When you feel your heart's guarded And you see the break started When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me When your tears have dried from cryin' And the world has turned to silent When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me I'll be right here with you You'll be right here with me I'll be right here with you You'll be right here with me When you're so trapped and there's just no key And you can't breathe I'll breathe for you The fire's got you down on both knees And the walls are closing in but I'll be breakin' through And when you feel alone Imma be ya home When others come and go Ya know I got you

When you feel your heart's guarded And you see the break started When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me When your tears have dried from cryin' And the world has turned to silent When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me I will be there right be side you every step you take I will be your strength your shelter shield you from the rain When you feel

When you feel your heart's guarded And you see the break started When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me When your tears have dried from cryin' And the world has turned to silent When the clouds have all departed You'll be right here with me I'll be right here with you You'll be right here with meI'll be right here with you You'll be right here with meI'll be right here with you You'll be right here with meI'll be right here with you You'll be right here with me, yeah

Blogged @ 5:38 AM

sorreyh for not blogging for long tiime.. been bz.. tsk...

dhen.. this feu daees, been in conflicts... people and me.. why all this happen?... urm... i ain't wanna tok bout it.. argh... i think i'll cut down on my blogging.. hahhs...

the pic on top is my dream gal... ok bb

Blogged @ 5:09 AM